I am an angry
miserable mother fucker
when I look in the mirror
with only myself to blame

if I punched the reflection looking back at me
I would break through several sheets of glass
hearing the cacophony of laughter
from generations past

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Cancer

On 02/05/2010, in Unpublished, Writing, by SJR

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Early to rise

On 12/22/2008, in Book Excerpts, Unpublished, by SJR

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I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

I am not Jack Torrence.

Yet I see myself in that photograph time after time, smiling.

I know that look, Jack.

It’s the same one I get when I drink.

It’s funny because, as I’m sure you know, the alcohol stays in the blood for sometime after

the last drop

The anger is always easy to rise.

It is a chemical transformation;

one which burns with fire if you watch the eyes.

It’s always within the eyes.

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